你是我最苦澀的等待
讓我歡喜又害怕未來
你最愛說你是一顆塵埃
偶而會如戲劇的飄進我眼裡
寧願我哭泣　不讓我愛你
你就真的像塵埃消失在風裡

你是我最痛哭的抉擇
為何你從不放棄飄泊
海對你是那麼難分難捨
你總是帶回滿口袋的砂給我
難得來看我　卻又離開我
讓那手中瀉落的砂像淚水流

風吹來的砂　
落在悲傷的眼裡 誰都看出我在等你
風吹來的砂
堆積在心裡 是誰也擦不出的痕跡
風吹來的砂
穿過所有的記憶 誰都知道我在想你
風吹來的砂 冥冥在哭泣
~難道早就預言了分離~

为什么???

dun noe y ???
2dy jor lo...
he so sad!!!
thn...
i ask him he dun wan ans...
nvm...
the more sad is...
i cal him he dun wan reply!!!
jz gv me tis "..."
u noe mean wat???
me 2 dun noe...
我一边写,一边听着Brown Eyes...
一边...着...

2dy very early wake up...czs

me n my family go one place tat my father n us grow up...
Sungai Lembing
2dy is holidy all my relative cun bac jor...
thn thy call my father bring thm go S.Lembing thr
play n eat breakfast^^

Sungai Lembing

thy order jor many thing 2 eat

after eating, v go the mountain walk walk...

ather ppl early cum climb 4 c the sun cum out...

hahaha^^bt v are climb up c cloud...

after tat v go the new park there
keng gai^^

thn bac home at 12.00 p.m.

tired~

我的心裡只有你沒有他

我的心裡只有你沒有他
你要相信我的情意並不假
只有你才是我夢想
只有你才叫我牽掛
我的心裡沒有他

我的心裡只有你沒有他
你要相信我的情意並不假
我的眼睛為了你看
我的眉毛為了你畫
從來不是為了他

自從那日送走你
回了家那一天
不是我把自己問自己 只怪我
當時沒有把你留下
對著你把心來挖
讓你看上一個明白看我心裡可有他

为什么???

为什么不回我信息呢???

因為愛你...

所以放手還你自由...

因為愛你...

所以不再讓你困擾...

因為愛你...

所以寧願自己難過...

因為愛你...

所以我逼自己離開...

~最真摯的愛情不需要承諾~

~只要真心真意的對待眼前的~

我只願陪伴著你...

The song i most lik^^

Brown Eyes by Destinys Child

Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although
we tried to hide and
we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked,the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love

I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words cause
I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hands,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right there and then that you were the one

I know that he loves cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

I'm so happy, so happy that your in my mylife
and baby now that your apart of me
you've showed meshowed me the true meaning of love
(the true meaning of love)
and I know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell it so

♪爱"你"如此低调♪

突然好想你...
想念如果會有聲音...
不願那是悲傷的哭泣...
事到如今, 終於讓自己屬於我自己...
只剩眼淚還騙不過自己...
突然好想你...
你會在哪裡?
過得快樂或委屈?
~突然好想你~
~突然鋒利的回憶~
~突然模糊的眼睛~
【突然好想你】


...泪水将我淹没
请告诉她,我不爱她...
笑着难过,自我惩罚...
想终止这一切挣扎,狠了心说真心谎话...
别告诉她, 我还想她...
"恨总比爱容易放下"
~就让沉默代替所有回答~
【我還想她】


一世...就只能有一次的认真,
确认过眼神...
我遇上对的人...
你那千年眼神,是我...
醉醉坠...入赤壁的...
~伤痕~
【醉赤壁】


说你爱我变成一种问候...
不如趁早放手...
说你爱我变成一种折磨...
不用陪我走到最后...
我承担不起你的...
~承诺~
【说你爱我】

離開...

難道真的是解脫?

難道真的要事過境遷了以後才懂?

倔強說不痛,假裝什麼傷都沒有...

倔強抬起頭,決不讓眼淚往下流...

倔強說不痛,假裝什麼傷都沒有...

真的不難過...

~笑著和你揮揮手~

如果有一天...

我們有緣再見,你會不會想起...說過的...

~ 永遠~

【不夠成熟】

委屈时...

没有你陪着我心痛...

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂...

我知道你还是爱着我...

虽然...

分开的理由我们都已接受...

你知道我会有多难过...

所以...

即使到最后还微笑着要我加油...

我知道你还放不下我...

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头...

我们都知道彼此心中...

其实...

~这份爱没停过~

~我多希望你在我左右,答应你...我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流~

【我知道】

你不會累...

但我卻愛你愛到好累...

他不會是個好男人,也不會是個好情人...

你對我說...

我們只是擦肩而過...

好的男人有那麼多,少了他的日子也能活...

我不會再讓你寂寞,也不會讓你更難過...

你聽我說,要好好學著去生活...

就算未來有多少錯,至少還有我的問候...

我的溫柔...

~陪你渡過~

【擦肩而過】

Couple^^

FrenzZz 4 ever

Sometimes we have to learn to accept friendship...

And learn to be a friend in return...

Sometimes friendship can be very beautiful. ...

And it can be very beautifully

Learning to trust and to share...

are integral aspects of the development of true friendship.

Saying goodbye to a dear friend is never easy....

But, sometimes, it's the only right thing to do for them....

True love - or true friendship?

When the two are one and the same, we are blessed, indeed...

~ 4 ever frenz ~

❤情侣钻戒❤

黑暗的世界里幸好有“你”

今天。。。
我的天空，
一点色彩也没有！
当我在失落的心灵里哭泣时。。。
“你”，却出现了。
你对我说的每一句话，
~把我黑暗的天空，涂上了色彩~
我答应你，
我不会再伤害自己来麻木自己心里的痛。。。。
谢谢你，国川

我爱你...

陪你,是我的幸福...

爱你,是我的选择...

关心你,是我的責任...

你的这三句话,
又讓我流下了眼泪,

可是...

这次是感动的眼淚...

从那一刻开始...

从那一刻开始，你深深的伤了我的心。

从那一刻开始，u in my heart bcome a bad person.

从那一刻开始，i m completely disappoited 2 u

从那一刻开始，my heart has broken 2 pieces

爱情

一天，男孩和女孩吵架了。他不再对她说“我爱你”，当然她也不再对他说“我也是”。一天晚上，他们谈到了分手的事，背对背睡下了。半夜，天上打雷了。第一声雷响时，他醒了，下意识地猛地用双手去捂她的耳朵，才发现不知何时他又拥着她。雷声紧接着炸，假装什么也没发生，可谁都没有睡着，她想也许他还爱我，生怕我受一点点吓。他想，也许她还爱我，不然她不会流泪。爱的最高境界是经得起平淡的流年。

爱你如此低调

暗恋过程中不会有表白，暗恋通常是一种没有回报的爱，
自己心甘情愿为他（她）付出。也等同于单相思。
单方面的默默在心中的爱。
暗恋是一种纯净古典的情感，古典的爱可以在寂寞中无声地生长，
而洁净的爱可能会有盲目犹豫和创伤，
但一定不会有任何的功利性和目的性。
它无私心，仿佛为了信仰存在。　　
暗恋在开始的时候可能以为只是好感，等
到在心中抽根发芽才发现它已渐渐占据了胸膛。
末了。无法抑制时就可能有伤害自己或者大胆向对方表达的冲动。　　
暗恋是一种单纯，无私，深刻的爱。
应了周杰伦那句歌词，用一生，去等待。无论何时想起，都会是心底最温柔的记忆。　　
这是一种最纯真的爱，因为埋藏于心中，简简单单。
对于每个人来说，都是一份难得的回忆。　　
通常，是因为自身条件或者不愿说出口表白，所以就搁置在心里。这是很矛盾的事。虽然痛苦，却又甘愿因此而痛苦。也许正是喜欢那份“甜蜜的忧伤”吧。

Jz nw v meet ^^

3 dy jor lo...
v din c each other...
mis him so much...
bt jz nw v go near my house d padang there...
change homework^^

the MGS drum mejor d sign ^^

Yea^^
me gt her sign^^
me n sookting go take from her wan...
czs tat day she cum our skull teach us thing^^
she sign at our pancaragam shirt...
very hapy ar^^

Zzz...sot jor^^

yesterdy hold nite din slep...
sit at there hear mp3...
hear the song repeat n repeat... until morning...
thn 7.ooa.m. i sms him^^
gt reply o^^haha
thn i sambil sms sambil prepare go yamcha wit my family^^
8a.m. go until 11a.m. bac home...
zzz...11.30a.m. wan go ttn jor...sienzz
4 hour ar!!!long time leh...
bt gt rest de la...went until the rest time i stil sms wit him...
thn he say he wan cum find us...
haha...
v ttn until 3.30p.m. me n see laugh until finish the ttn...
the tcher also behtaham us jor^^
after ttn me n my cousin go ECM ^^
[me nw jz bac from there oni, thn nw at were u noe ma^^]
ltr wan go mega...
Zzz...tired ar wan slep jor...
the eye wan close jor lo...

dun wan choi him jor !!!

yesterdy nite o...
i wan play com de...
the noti ppl lo...
dun wan gv me play o...
heg!!!

Yea^^ long time din write jor...

haha...i gt many many thing wan write de ...bt
4get jor...hzz
yesterdy o v play until very sot^^
me n jienyee koyak Amy dress haha...
she paiseh dao^^
thn went BM period me n zhimin go toilet...
i meet dao sookting n shiwen...
sookting o...play water o...
thn two of thm buli me o...T.T
me at toilet there scream...
the zhimin c dao me also dun noe wan hw^^
lik sha po~

2dy very tired...bt hapy^^

2dy morning wake up late jor...^^
gv yanlui scold...T.T
czs v say jor 7a.m. wan 2 wait at bus stop de...
thn i wake up at 7a.m. haha xD
thn after pancaragam v walk bac home...(my home)
me n yanlui sing k at my house 10.40 sing until 11.30 thn go prepare go mega^^
wit thang thm...yea^^
wen v reach mega...v go eat pizza^^
thn after tat v go play game...
play jor long time...
after dis v go jor ECM...
walk leh...wa my leg!!! zzz
v go ECM there take photo^^
the pic gt 1 is me,yanlui n chuan d...thn 1 more is me,thang n suyee d^^
2dy very hapy^^

haha...

2dy v go "One Stop"...
v is thang ,see ,zhimin ,yihooi ,yanlui ,jiahuey n me...
thn o...
haha^^
thn the jiahuey melanggar pokok^^
haha^^

haha...2dy is thang de bri'dy^^

thn yesterdy is zhimin n my cousin de bri'dy...
^^thn 2dy v eat cake at "Tepian Ilmu"
me ,suyee ,thang ,see n yihooi ...
bt yihooi din eat czs she sick ~kelian~jz can c cnt eat...
thang eat de is "black forest" thn v eat de is "Tiramisu" haha...
czs thang dun lik 2 eat Tiramisu...
so she eat chocolate de lo^^
thn i also so gt buy jor wan cup cake 4 my zhimin^^

many dy din write jor^^

hehe...many dy din write jor...
yesterdy is bczs sick jor thn bac from skull after bath jz go slep until morning
10.20a.m. wake up hehe^^
yanlui say me is pig czs can slep so long time^^
tat day also ntg 2 write lar...so nvm de la^^

thn 2dy !!!
erm...same same lar...
also ntg 2 write...
o.o i noe jor...
2dy o gt ppl [cry] haha...
u wan noe hu is tat u ask me lar i wil tel u...
hehe^^
eai...tat cry de ppl dun wan bit me ar^^

haiyo i tel u lar the Gan gor o...
dun noe hw 2 talk him ar...
he o...very tor de leh...
talk wit him o...
very tor de wor...jz can gv him 3 line...
n tel u all 2 word...sienz diao!!!
haha...i very lik sienz diao the 2 word...
tis 2 word is Gan gor teach me wan haha^^
mei you bian lo...

Friday de thing...

bt same wit make see angry de dy^^
last 2 period is [Salah Call] din come...
so all of us go DEWAN...
me,yanlui,zhimin n jiahuey play wit my 2 kaigor "kong n waikeat" n Gan gor^^
thn play until half i call jiahuey n yanlui take my kaigor de shoe^^
bt thy same lik me dun dare...
so i cal zhimin...
bt zhimin also dun dare...
so at last also yanlui^^haha
his shoe lik gt glue wan...
cnt take !!!^^
so v laugh until cry jor...
haha v very 38^^

i make her angry jor...[See]

yesterdy i make my best best best frenz angry me jor...
Hzz...dun noe wan hw ar!!!
sms her say sorry also dun wan choi me o...
Hzz...hurt dao me T.T


~Hu can help me~

Hate her!!!

i very besong her jor...
tat dy at skull ??? me o!!!
thn all of thm scold me say i make her cry !!!
me were gt !!! thy jz hear dao she say oni ma
din c dao the true ...
she own also dun noe la...
also hear zhimin say de ma...
at there act pitiful o...
i angry dao!!!

2U de gud news^^

our class de Gan gor ^^
haha...
n our class de 1 girl^^[my best frenz]
haha...
thy wat wat wat^^
cnt say wan lar...
if me tel jor all of u o...
i wil gv Gan gor kill wan^^
hahaha...

~sry ar^^~

i sick jor...din tel him...

jz nw after ttn...
jz feel nt well jor...
kene jor selesame+deman+sore throat...
very xinku...
until nw jor lo 4.30a.m. stil cnt slep...Zzz
b4 he slep i jz tel him me kene selesame oni...
din tel him stil gt deman n sore throat...
nw so sienzz ar...ntg 2 do!!!
nw i hearing by2 de song...BY2 不够成熟 n 我知道
if u ar my best frenz or understand me de ppl
u wil noe i wil hw...

~i wil try my best dun wan cry ~

5555~she gv me 5 mark o...

2dy after the SN period i walk bac class...
went i walk until the stair very unfortunate...
i meet dao [Salah Call] !!!!
tat time i din pin my hair so...Zzz all of u noe lo...
she catch jor me n shiwen go bilik pengawas...
shiwen is b4 at up stair catch jor de...
tat time i jz noe jor me wil more grave thn shiwen...
cos me yesterdy jz gv her catch jor 1 time...unlucky!!!
went v go inside the bilik pengawas she scold me 1st...
cos she yesterdy cai gv jor me amaran...zzz
bt me so lucky tis time...
she din cal me cut hair cos my hair 2 shot^^
bt shiwen jz kelian thn me...
she scold finish jor stil wan gv us mark o...
at began while i write the "saman paper"
i thought she jz gv me 2 mark...hw 2 noe...
she gv me 5 mark!!!
wan kene amaran 1 jor lo!!!
jz nw gt jor 12 mark thn nw + again 5mark...
17 mark jor lo!!!
stil gt 3 mark oni jz kene amaran 1 jor...Hzz

~No mood~

He sick jor...

Jz nw wen i sms wit him...
he tel me dun noe 2mr can go skull or nt...
thn i ask y say lik tis...
tat time me scare he is sick jor...
at last is real wan rely sick jor...
Zzz...

Ghost House...scare scare!!!

2dy after the perform v pancaragam de ppl...
v go 2 play the war game^^at astaka de...
haha...jz play water oni lar...
bt at last our team lost jor...
our team gt yunhuey me kexin shiwen n jieanyee...
after tis v go 2 ghost house~
v 4 ppl 1 team...me yanlui yuanthang n shigie...
i walk at the 1st...
at start i scare dao wan die jor...
bt wen i go inside c dao the ghost no feel wan^^haha
i slap dao a ghost scream loudly the us haha...
hu cal him fan me ar...ppl wan find the way 2 go out o...
thn he at there fan me o...very Tuo de wor...
if u dun trush go ask yuanthang^^
she bhind me wan...she say me so geng hahahaha^^
3 of thm very Tuo de wor!!!
ikut belakang saya...tolak tolak tolak!!!
hai dao me wan PK jor...zzz
the yuanthang bhind me scream scream scream hold my hand hold dao wan patah jor!!! (she scream very geng wan ar!!!)
the most funny is i slap the ghost scream loud thn us^^

Perfect perform...

2dy de perform perfect dao bao!!!
v din do any mistake...^^
the solo me n yunhuey also perfect...
dun noe wan 2 say wat ar...
jz hapy^^
very hapy!!!

~One Band One Sound~